You walk around as if the world revolves around you, but the reality of it all is the weight of the world is on your shoulders. You feel the need to have all this power and control over the people and things around you, but you fail to realize you will lose yourself in the process.
This soul is lost.....it's bitter, vindictive....it's spiteful. When this soul feels threatened or sees any sign of losing power, it tries it's hardest to break people. This soul will always reap for the harm it has done to others. The motives of this soul are so wicked that even the slightest grin or smile will never reflect joy.....it will always reflect pain.
This soul is in bondage, it is tired and worn out, it doesn't even know what it is like to be free. Daily walks in darkness with no sense of direction on a path that never ends. No matter how much power or control this soul absorbs, it will always have a feeling of emptiness....never fulfilled.....never complete.
This soul is lost....it's lonely, it stands solo out on a limb. Disappointment is never to far away from this soul. The strength that this soul carries will never know the true significance of it's power on a broken foundation built on self.
Never think that you are to powerful to be broken. It's never to late for this soul to embrace the grace that God has already extended from above.....
I'll pray for this soul because it's a reflection of who God is in me.........
In life we all have been disappointed by some people and things, but we shouldn't allow that to break us. Don't spend your whole life worrying about how someone did you wrong, let God deal with that. We must know that God makes use of the disappointments in our lives.
When things don't happen the way that we want we become restless. We try to fulfill our restless soul with material things, when God is the only one that can fulfill that need. When we don't deal with our restlessness it will haunt and hurt us. When we do what God tells us to do, restlessness steps aside.
Keep an open mind, know that everything that you are going through it is not permanent. When you are going through difficult times, don't turn your back on God, for that is the worst thing that you can do. YOU have to desire God's presence. The farther away you get from God, the harder it is for you to hear Him.
Don't let someone break you. You can hurt, cry and be sad, but you can also keep it moving. You can't fall apart. They didn't put you together, so they shouldn't be able to pull you apart. If you lose yourself to every person you are with and they have the power to pull you apart than you need to be by yourself.
We all fall hard for someone, and when you lose yourself, you allow them to take a piece of you with them. Stop looking for someone to complete you, when you don't feel comfortable in your own skin. You can't make someone happy if your not happy with yourself. Loving yourself is not the beauty you see in the mirror for that is just the surface....look deeper than that....look at your soul....reflect.....than heal.
We all have those open wounds that are in need of closure, that's why we have a hard time trying to heal. You can't get over the hurt until you admit the pain. Pain is never easy...we all go through it..try to focus each day on taking back a piece of YOU.
Unhappiness comes from the poor choices we make.....don't run from suffering...embrace it! God can restore your heart, mind, body and soul. A heart that is broken is never to broken to mend. Take your brokenness to God and He will make you heart like new.
When in a healing process don't go back to the source of where that hurt came from, until you have completely healed.
